wow i dont update this for such a long time x.x

well.. lots of stuff happened since then.. i stopped working to come study to évora.
It's a really interesting historical city, especially to visit as a tourist. living here it's not really for me though x.x i love big cities with lots of people.
anyway i'm loving university. school became much more interesting. lots of interesting people and subjects. i feel like i can finally express myself freely.
i lived such great moments at this university already ^^

i finally have that freedom i wanted... unfortunely, i'm feeling so insecure, it's uncomfortable, not just about my capabilities, but about myself (as a person) too. still i'm happy about my life right now, even though i feel a bit invisible.

i'm in évora right now and i feel like playing my piano sooo much T^T i'll probably bring it next weekend. and i'll ask my parents to bring my doggy too ^o^ i'm thinking about adopting a dog, but my roomate keeps trying to prove to me i'm not responsible enough. for goodness sake, i'll completely change for my doggy T^T

i dont feel like doing much lately, so i'm not gonna submit anything for now.

bbai


ps. i'm really happy about something :3